4) The Start Of The Fantasy Years
Over the forthcoming couple of years my husband continued to buy me more sexy clothes, make-up, high-heels and tight tops, low tops, see-through tops that showed off my breasts. He became quite obsessed with me showing-off my breasts at every opportunity and was always pleased when men were giving me the eye. I was still a bit confused about his fantasies but to be honest I was starting to like all the attention that he was paying me and I felt good about myself. We spent quite a bit of time having days out shopping or going out for dinner and drinks. I would always make the effort to dress up and my husband enjoyed taking photos of me in sexy outfits, telling me how incredible I looked. When I went out in the evening and had some wine I even started to feel more confident around other men, I walked around with my head a little higher, enjoying the smiles and looks I was receiving.
Our sex life was generally good but my husband still suffered from erection issues at times and this did lead to some frustrations. It was during this time that my husband said that maybe we should buy me a vibrator in case he went limp during sex. I had never had any sex toys before but I knew some of my friends that had and they always said how amazing they were, so I said yes. Within a week my husband had bought me a huge 9 inch dildo. I was rather angry at first as it was so big I was convinced that it was never going to fit, not without a lot of pain anyway. Over the forthcoming weeks and months I learnt to love my new dildo. It brought me pleasure when my husband couldn't and he liked watching, telling me how beautiful I looked. He would often talk to me and tell me to image myself with other men as he licked me and used the dildo on me. He also liked me giving him blowjobs whilst he fucked me with the dildo, getting pleasure from me having huge orgasms. At other times he just liked to watch. Sometimes he liked to masturbate as he watched and cum on my breasts.
As time past my husband felt more comfortable discussing his sexual desires with me. It started to become normal to hear him talk about how he wished he could watch me sleep with someone else and how amazing I would look. Over time I started to consider it more and more. When I was close to orgasm I would often fantasize about being pleasured by someone else and have them cum inside me. I remember feeling guilty and confused but also incredibly turned on.
When I looked at my pictures I saw a sexually confident woman, but I still felt like an innocent little girl inside.
Our sex life was generally good but my husband still suffered from erection issues at times and this did lead to some frustrations. It was during this time that my husband said that maybe we should buy me a vibrator in case he went limp during sex. I had never had any sex toys before but I knew some of my friends that had and they always said how amazing they were, so I said yes. Within a week my husband had bought me a huge 9 inch dildo. I was rather angry at first as it was so big I was convinced that it was never going to fit, not without a lot of pain anyway. Over the forthcoming weeks and months I learnt to love my new dildo. It brought me pleasure when my husband couldn't and he liked watching, telling me how beautiful I looked. He would often talk to me and tell me to image myself with other men as he licked me and used the dildo on me. He also liked me giving him blowjobs whilst he fucked me with the dildo, getting pleasure from me having huge orgasms. At other times he just liked to watch. Sometimes he liked to masturbate as he watched and cum on my breasts.
As time past my husband felt more comfortable discussing his sexual desires with me. It started to become normal to hear him talk about how he wished he could watch me sleep with someone else and how amazing I would look. Over time I started to consider it more and more. When I was close to orgasm I would often fantasize about being pleasured by someone else and have them cum inside me. I remember feeling guilty and confused but also incredibly turned on.
When I looked at my pictures I saw a sexually confident woman, but I still felt like an innocent little girl inside.